Where the hell was I 
I was left high and dry 
taking a bullet to the head
When I went to bed 
That’s how I ended up dead 
The angels flew me on their wings 
Singing songs on strings of violins 
They took me right up the high road to hell 
Hightailing out of the sky noisy as hells bell 
It was devil’s luck I swore 
On fairy wings they did bear 
This human who was human no more 
Just a wisp of a spirit with too many words in store 
They flew me to almighty’s mansion 
I expected the Big guy to show me compassion 

But …

There was a ‘no disturb sign’ on heavens door 
I passed out before I could explore 
Knock knock knocking on heavens door 
Nobody answered my , ‘can I come in’ 
 was I  being punished for my worldly sins? 
A no win win…